Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Can't get rested

I dont know why but I can't sleep. My body is like shutting down because of lack of sleep but even when I try to sleep, my brain keeps going a million miles an hour and won't stop to sleep. It's aggravating cuz it gives me a headache and makes me super hungry for some reason. My eyes are sore all the time and my stomach keeps feeling empty no matter how much I eat. It's lame. I didn't go to 3 of my classes today. I only went to one because I had a presentation. I felt pretty special cuz it was in my finance class and I have a hard time understanding it alot of times but my presentation went along with the lesson so the professor referenced back to it alot. Made me feel special. I've been trying to sleep but I can't. And now I have to go to work and answer phones and deal with people. Plus my co workers will keep asking me if I'm ok. Chad was so funny yesterday. He genuinely cared and asked me how I was doing and how is life because I looked sad and he was making sure I was ok. He saw the smiley face flower on my back pack and made me look at it and follow him for a while until I smiled. He made me feel quite a bit better. Like someone cared. It was nice. Jared's such a sweetie, he made me breakfast this morning because I was feeling so bad. He had to do a bunch of hw which was lame cuz I had to just lay there on the couch and watch tv and he did hw. I wanted to cuddle with him, but he couldn't. Made me sad. I want rest. I need rest. I've been able to sleep a bit lately but I don't get much rest, if you know what I mean. It's exasperating. Well I'd better start getting ready for work. I really don't want to go. I just want to take some nyquil and sleep for 12 hours or so. A bientot for now!

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