Crazy Life

So I was sick all last week, got a HUGE migraine that lasted from Saturday til Monday. Then Monday Jared was feeling really sick while he was at work. When he got off I rushed him to the emergency room and found out he has appendicitis. He had to get it removed last night. I stayed at the hospital all night with him. I hate seeing him like that. This is the 3rd surgery he has had since I've known him. This is his 11th surgery he's had in his life. 20 years old with 11 surgeries. This poor kid. We're going to have to have amazing health insurance. I pray every day that he lives through it. He isn't sickly or have cancer or anything, he just always contracts these weird diseases or just gets sick on weird things. It was so hard to not be able to cuddle with him.

A New America

I haven't written in a bit. Senator Barrack Obama is now President Barrack Obama. The Second Coming is coming fast. It ought to be interesting. I hope that he will do some good things and NOT legalize abortion or gay marriage. But I suppose the country will do what it will. Anyway, things have been quiet in Bree-ville. I've just been working and going to school. I've been really sick most of this week so I didn't go to many classes. Jared started working this week so I don't get to see him as much as I used to. It's good though because I get alot more done now haha and we always have things to talk about so it's nice. It is unfortunate though that we are both very prone to stress and now that we both are super stressed it stresses the other out. It'll be nice at least when we get married so that we won't have to stress about our ridiculous room mates. I'm work right now and I am SOOO ready to go home! It has been a busy day and I've felt like dying all day, I feel so sick. But I was the one covering for everyone else that are gone so no one could cover me. Welcome to my life. But it's been fun because I get to work on my scrapblog alot so that relieves alot of the stress at work. I am starving though. Jared brought me Arby's earlier today but it's been about 6 hours since I ate anything. Nothing sounds good yet everything sounds good. My tummy just wants to be full. I am tired and want to go to sleep because I have to be at work again tomorrow (yes, that's a Saturday) at 8 in the AM. Wonderful. Well I gotta close up shop here soon. A Bientot!

Can't get rested

I dont know why but I can't sleep. My body is like shutting down because of lack of sleep but even when I try to sleep, my brain keeps going a million miles an hour and won't stop to sleep. It's aggravating cuz it gives me a headache and makes me super hungry for some reason. My eyes are sore all the time and my stomach keeps feeling empty no matter how much I eat. It's lame. I didn't go to 3 of my classes today. I only went to one because I had a presentation. I felt pretty special cuz it was in my finance class and I have a hard time understanding it alot of times but my presentation went along with the lesson so the professor referenced back to it alot. Made me feel special. I've been trying to sleep but I can't. And now I have to go to work and answer phones and deal with people. Plus my co workers will keep asking me if I'm ok. Chad was so funny yesterday. He genuinely cared and asked me how I was doing and how is life because I looked sad and he was making sure I was ok. He saw the smiley face flower on my back pack and made me look at it and follow him for a while until I smiled. He made me feel quite a bit better. Like someone cared. It was nice. Jared's such a sweetie, he made me breakfast this morning because I was feeling so bad. He had to do a bunch of hw which was lame cuz I had to just lay there on the couch and watch tv and he did hw. I wanted to cuddle with him, but he couldn't. Made me sad. I want rest. I need rest. I've been able to sleep a bit lately but I don't get much rest, if you know what I mean. It's exasperating. Well I'd better start getting ready for work. I really don't want to go. I just want to take some nyquil and sleep for 12 hours or so. A bientot for now!